I have learned that when all seems lost, God is still there.

Tomorrow always brings a new and fresh day and there is always things that we can do to improve our lives. Even if it's only a little thing. Even though disabled and in quite a bit of pain right now, I really have everything, since I have Jesus. What more could I want, I do not know. The joy of the Lord still fills my spirit and soul. That is how powerful He is. He gives peace that passes all understanding.

God has helped me see the light, even in the darkest times right now, and I am very very grateful to him.

I realize that there are times when I bring things on myself because of procrastination or just plain laziness, so I cannot complain, even in the hardest times. It is only rightful that I persevere through what I have caused to myself.

Things could always be worse, that's for sure. I know there is always someone hurting much more than myself and for that I am so sorry.

I am grateful to God this morning that we did not go off grid, because if that had happened, there's no way I could get help for myself. So there is always something to be thankful and grateful for, even in the worst of times. And if I could do nothing to help myself or make better decisions, or be able to make changes to improve my life, then that would truly be sad. If I never learned from my lesson, then that would be a shame. And even though I messed up, I have prayed to God and I know that he knows that I learned my lesson, and he will help me through this.

This brings much comfort to me. God still loves me, even though I mess up. I can say that I have learned my lesson well. I will not repeat it. I'm so grateful to God. I love him so much. I feel his comfort and presence at this time and I know he will find a way for me to get through this. He always has and he always will. His grace never runs out nor dries up. He is my rock and salvation and I shall always be grateful for him, his presence, and how he saved my soul. So this morning while I'm waiting on my eggs to cook so I can take my medicine, I am feeling an abundance of love, peace, and joy from the Lord, and I know He'll see me through... just as He will see you through.... Always. I am going to Love and enjoy today. It is the day that the Lord has made and I can rejoice and be glad in it.

The Lord is my rock and salvation. A light that shines in a sometimes dark world. He makes a way, where there seems to be no way. He is a Way Maker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper, and an everlasting Light in the darkness. Thank you, God.

I found a little Christmas tree down in the laundromat the other day that someone was giving away. I'm going to put it up today and with each light that is lit brightly and beautiful with many colors, I will remember to pray for each one of you, that you may know a better season is coming for us and a new hope. God bless every one of you.