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Ontheroad yes ...I had a call with an ex-boyfriend that happened to be one of the very few people that I have kept around for a long time, around meaning keeping contact with him randomly. We haven't spoken for more than 6 months, perhaps nine and today after an hour of a video talk his girlfriend that he hasn't referred to, return back home and went straight and kissed him in front of the screen. I wasn't expecting that to have that effect on me but after we closed the phone something broke inside my heart and I began dancing and I danced it out for half an hour.
Earlier at the park I hang myself upside down and whenever I do this it helps me to release furthermore. So I shaked it all out through the dancing and now I'm feeling brand new. I released something.
As if, I was feeling lonely, and that event pushed me to the edge of loneliness. Like an old friend was saying
sometimes you need to keep the lid on the pot, until the water boils
