Part Two: What Do I Really Want Out of Life?

I want to be free. I have an amazing career where I can work and travel anywhere, making incredible money. Why am I not working towards this? I want to travel, see the world, and move somewhere new for the first time. I want to buy a home. If I work more and build experience, I’ll have more money to buy a house, rent it out, and live anywhere in the world.

I want to sell my art and share it with people. I want to become a better painter. I want to write a book. I want to continue to grow my business and make enough money to retire, so I can work only to serve my community. I want to be a good person, make good choices, and be healthy. I want to build my outdoor skills and be surrounded by nature while still visiting the city.

I want my own family someday—a husband and kids. I want to die happy, knowing I truly lived.

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