Why am i here? Why is anyone here?

like i really don't get it, why am i living? Why am i on something that is called a planet? Why is this planet im standing on together with other planets and suns and rocks in an endless void? I don't get it and why is it so shit on this planet im on? Like i GENUINELY don't get how people can be so cruel to eachother. Why are we inslaved by special paper (money) and why is it that the more special paper we have the better and cooler we are? It sounds like a kindergarden game mate.

LIKE what? What is a tree and what is a rock, why do they exist, why does ANYTHING exist?? Its just so weird, i hate being alive its so overwhelming.