Im constantly reminded the only people that truly care about you is yourself

A couple of mistakes and people will disappear. Everybody expects positivity but when you are down, very few people care. I think I'm done having hope in others and end up being disappointed. I should just expect the fall and enjoy the good time you have with others because it never lasts. Just hurts when it's family.


If i disappear for a few days or weeks just know im alright.....just heartbroken realizing i tried so hard to fix my relationship with my parents for years only to find out if i fail they dont care . Sometimes i wish i was heartless, it would make my life so much easier.