Do people hurt more?

My own experience of that
Why some people are more lonilier and depressed than ever is that the world is after getting toxic .
A lot of people like being on there own cause people's as spirit isn't made for toxicity.
That's where the depression comes from .
That's where the lonely part comes in .
People can't handle it .
See I felt alone most of my life .
These days it don't have much an affect on me cause I don't feel part of it but it took me a painful road to get where I am today .
5 times in a psyche ward .
3 times trying take my own life .
6 years in darkness .
A lot of bullying.
A lot of mind games .
Stayed off drink and weed for 19 years going through most of that .
A broken relationship I was in for 4 years , very toxic .
3 nervous breakdowns
Having no spirit ( a empty soul for 6 years)
Thought of suicide constantly for 6 years
. No the answer and you have to find that out of yourself . I shared my experience.
Why would you want to be apart of that .
I went through it all and I'm only 43