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I got texted some of the most toxic, sexist, insane sh!t while being accused of lying etc last night

It was all going to my block folder but I dont know why I kept reading it. I realized it was making me so anxious but then it started to make me question myself and a lot of things

Like my own perception of events.
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iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
He is gaslighting you, delete and block him.
caccoon · 36-40
@iamonfire696 the thing is I did say awful things to him cause I want him to f off so now I feel like I deserve it

But he has some really skewed views on women
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@caccoon No you don’t deserve it at all. He deserves what you said.
caccoon · 36-40
@iamonfire696 he said if I let his feelings dominate the relationship then there never would have been any discord.

And I think he's right but I also would feel so trapped and alone. That seems fucked up
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@caccoon he wanted the control and to do what he wanted with you. That’s not a relationship. He was using you, he’s messed up.
caccoon · 36-40
@iamonfire696 yeah, I'm so content right now.

I'm happy I'm learning to see how to lessen my own suffering

Finally 😩😩😩😩
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caccoon · 36-40
@iamonfire696 thank you 🥺🥺🥺💙💙💙
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@caccoon of course, you’re doing so well. I am really proud of you because you have come so far.
caccoon · 36-40
@iamonfire696 thank you 🥺 I am trying
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@caccoon I can tell 🩷