What is wrong with me?

I'm 20 years old and i still haven't gotten my life together. I work at a fast food restaurant and I'm always lacking behind in my work there. That's probably the reason why they have me working for 3 hours for one day a week.

I have a hard time putting my words together when i speak, I get mad at my mom and storm out the room when she doesn't understand what I'm saying, knowing she trying her best.

I always turn minor things into a major problem. I keep saying sorry over and over again, but i do the same behavior. I really hate myself and wish i never existed sometimes.

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LamontCranston · M

Is there someone (older than you, more experienced, sympathetic) you can talk to and vent to? Many of us had a coach, conselor, teacher, mentor or family member we cold confide in.
One thing you can do is to try to do your very best at your job. Putting your best into everything you do, instead of drifting along, will make a difference..
As Lao Tzu said, "with every breath, change is possible".