I wish I had the ability to take my son and leave.

@AntisocialTroll No because they always want to dig into my past and I can honestly say that doesn't help me. Maybe if I had support, but I can't have a freak out about childhood sexual abuse at 2 then pick my son up from school at 3:30 and carry on like it's all good.

But then talking about my current issues doesn't help either. What can really be done? I'm alone. Nobody cares about me except my son and I gotta be his rock because he doesn't have anyone else either.

I'm honestly lost.

@AlchemyFox I hear you and felt the same, then I got hopelessly addicted to booze and in a weird way hit the jackpot, I got an addiction Dr who is a really good psych, he didn't make me dig into the childhood stuff but was able to help me with the here and now.

He taught me better coping mechanisms and it made a huge difference to my quality of life, I saw him for about 5 years so make no mistake this wasn't a quick fix but it was helluva helpful, it's really difficult in my experience to find a psych who is that good but it's worth trying to keep find the right one for you.

@Jenny1234 I have a house. I just don't want to be here.

@Notsimilarreally update. Talked to an astrologer. The answer is yes 😂