I even messed up with my female friend too. Do i deserve getting ignored for my behavior?
Actually i messed up thing with one of my female friend and one of my male friend too. I guess i have shared about this girl named Sonia. I am 23 and she is also 23 and we go for the same classes and are classmates and we even went out 6 months ago and had lunch in a big restaurant and I even shared our selfie on this site in October 2023. She is one of the girl who initiated conversations with me and almost made me come out of my shyness near girls in person(talking with my current crush Akankshya made me further get out of the shyness). She used to also say we are best friends.
But i messed up. About 2-3 weeks ago in class, i was really sad and in a bad mood because this other girl Sharanya whom i knew for over 8 months was ghosting me for no reason. I was sitting at the front seat in class and Sonia sits behind me. It was break time and as she wasnt having space to move out so she said me to move my chair front so she can get out but due to bad mood, i felt she said it rudely so I got angry and aggressively tapped my foot hard on the floor. She was surprised and shocked seeing me behave like that and I walked out of the class. I just tapped my foot on the floor tho. I never hit her. Maybe if a guy was there, i would have hit him. But after that she is kinda ignoring me. She very occasionally nowadays talks to me. We literally had planned before that again we will go out somewhere but i am sure after this happened, she wouldn't go out with me ever again. Before she would try to talk to me whenever she could but nowadays she just ignores me most of the time. She mostly hangs around with this other guy who is 27 and one of her female friend. I even messed up with one my male friend Ali who is also 23 after a fight which got physical and we both beat each other and now he is also completely ignoring me. He is ignoring me even more compared to Sonia. Do you feel i deserve it?
But i messed up. About 2-3 weeks ago in class, i was really sad and in a bad mood because this other girl Sharanya whom i knew for over 8 months was ghosting me for no reason. I was sitting at the front seat in class and Sonia sits behind me. It was break time and as she wasnt having space to move out so she said me to move my chair front so she can get out but due to bad mood, i felt she said it rudely so I got angry and aggressively tapped my foot hard on the floor. She was surprised and shocked seeing me behave like that and I walked out of the class. I just tapped my foot on the floor tho. I never hit her. Maybe if a guy was there, i would have hit him. But after that she is kinda ignoring me. She very occasionally nowadays talks to me. We literally had planned before that again we will go out somewhere but i am sure after this happened, she wouldn't go out with me ever again. Before she would try to talk to me whenever she could but nowadays she just ignores me most of the time. She mostly hangs around with this other guy who is 27 and one of her female friend. I even messed up with one my male friend Ali who is also 23 after a fight which got physical and we both beat each other and now he is also completely ignoring me. He is ignoring me even more compared to Sonia. Do you feel i deserve it?
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