Is it normal to feel so emotional and almost tears coming out of my eyes after hearing this song especially as a 23 year old guy?

Idk the intro of the song made me very emotional and I am ashamed to admit as a 23 year old guy that it pretty much bought tears into my eyes. Idk whether its nostalgia or something else. I heard this song for the first time but I have been hearing Edward Maya since i was 15 so maybe this song made me nostalgic. I felt sad how bad my teen life was as I got bullied around in school and was too shy near girls and didnt try to overcome it and now at 23, I am still awkward women in person. Moreover i had fight with 2 of my friends recently and they are completely ignoring me and I feel lonely in my classes. I feel like i always push away friends and get ignored. I completely missed out on my youth and i still am. I am in the last age of my early 20s now. Also this girl Sharanya who is 19 turning 20 in a few days has ghosted me for no reason even though we knew each other for over 8 months. Usually talking and chatting with her made my mood better by sending me hugs even if friends ignored me but now I have no one after she ghosted me. My crush Akankshya who is in the 21-23 age range too is in a different classroom so we only have brief conversations and idk how much chance i even have with her as she is very pretty almost model like. I really want a woman to hold me tight and comfort me now as I am trying too hard to control my tears from coming out. Idk whether I would be able to open up as much to Akankshya especially about my friends ignoring me but honestly my mood is terrible.
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