Why does my life feel like a complete failure

I'm not a Doctor (I didn't even play one on EP😆) but your inner feelings are projecting outward.

"No man is a failure who has friends"-Its a Wonderful life"

You gotz em ,here and many many well wishers

I don’t know your exact circumstances but if life was a game of cards you may have been dealt a bad hand. Luck and good fortune can change with time, so don’t give up

If you are doing the best you can, staying close to God and living your life with virtue, you are a success.