Whenever I am supported, it feels to me like I am taking from the other person.

I have grown so much sensitive to it that I have a difficulty to receive. I don't have the same difficulty when it comes to giving though.

I'm thinking again of my parents. I'm thinking it might have started with my mother breastfeeding me.
And my father, all the years along, talking about how he's working for us.
My mother talking about how she's been sacrificing herself for us.

All these sacrifices feel very heavy.