I have been going back and forth over the year if I should reach out or not

I've decided I'd rather risk missing a potential opportunity than invite disaster. So far it seems to be working

Reach out to who

when in doubt, do nothing. take my word...

Just remember if you don’t, you may never get a chance again. Life is short and tomorrow isn’t always promised

the two worst words in the english language when put together is "what if?"

Probably time to move on