I found my old notes …

Did’t have much to do today, that’s why I spent some time thinking about the path I have taken to become who I have become …

One thing I never was, and never knew how to be, was patient …

Failure, confusion, uncertainty, and anxiety were a few of the things/emotions that taught me how to become patient ….

I waited patiently while you carelessly got busy with your own priorities … Now I know how to leave you silently, with a cold smile on my lips…

You didn’t notice my being, now you will suffer my absence …

You will find my empty place as cold as ice…

You will remember my scent but will find a hollow in bed, where I laid next to you in silence…