This is an old profile that I lost my password to and forgot about, since I've been away for two years.

Somehow I was able to log in through a notification through my email. It's like a time capsule around when things started go sour in the longest relationship I've had. I wish I could go back in time to tell myself things I know now. Dump the girl because she's a sociopath and will cost you everything you worked hard for. Don't move in to that apartment because it's dangerous and will be broken into. Don't get that kitten because after you leave the apartment and become homeless, she ends up missing. Don't leave your job because you will not have one like your girlfriend said you would with that farmer--it was a lie. Stay in town, listen to your friends, keep working, and enjoy the outdoors like you use to. That girl wasn't worth it at all because you will ultimately end up back home after two years. Everything you own is in a backpack. You'll spend the first two weeks hiding because whom you thought were friends, they took advantage of you and are sending death threats. The rest of the time, you're looking for work in a terrible economy. You discover that girl you sacrificed everything for is now publicly shaming you and has been sleeping around like you suspected. Now, you're struggling...your old friend here is wondering why you won't answer the phone. Your family is wondering why you won't leave your room. You're wondering when things will get better for once and have the freedom you use to have. Instead, you're struggling being severely depressed...so stay away from that girl who claimed she loved you.