Why doesn't things feel the same anymore when I go to Falakata these days?
I remember before 2015 or 2016, whenever I went to Falakata, things were completely different than they are now. Idk I just miss those times when I was a kid and used to enjoy in Falakata and play with my grandpa or my youngest aunt. My youngest aunt is literally 30 now and has been married for 8 years. I am also 22 and its kinda hard to digest the fact that I am older now and no longer a kid compared to college age people. It just isn't as fun to make funny faces showing tongue at the college guys there in Falakata to make fun of them. I still remember in 2017, when I was 16 and went to Falakata for vacations and was with my grandpa, near his carpenter shop, some 3 college guys who were in the 18-20 age range were staring and laughing at me and talking about me among each other while looking at me as I was acting childish but I made funny faces at them showing them tongue and they were surprised and showed me middle finger from far but then my grandpa came out of the shop and they all flee in their bicycles and I laughed hard. Idk whether I will enjoy that as much now at 22.