*sigh*. Life is weird, isn't it? And I put all my eggs in one basket...

My supposed friend didn't wish me good luck. And he initiate any conversation when we all met at the centre. I at first didn't meet him either because he pretended to not see me and was so busyyyy talking to his friends as I walked right past, but later when his friends weren't around I greeted him and so he did the same. But then I didn't tag along as I used to. I let him be. I let him go. And he didn't want to talk to me either. He just took his drink and left. And later, after we were all done, he didn't ask me how it went either....so for the first time, I didn't either.....this is the person....I have tried so hard to keep as a friend.
This is the person that I cut people off for when they didn't treat my friend well.
But he never did the same for me.
As I left, I said goodbye to all his friends, but I felt so unwelcomed by him that I decided to not say goodbye to him, even though he was right in front of me. And one of his friends invited me veryyyyy slightly to "hang out" with them, so I politely declined, knowing she didn't really mean it....

I want to cry for so many different reasons.
Because my exam didn't go really good....and because I felt unwanted and unloved by the one person I have loved so much. 😞
But guess that's just life. I'm not the only one suffering. Things could have been worse....
It's afternoon. I'm going to try to be happy.