Can anyone like help me out? It’s alright if u can’t but I’d like to know someone got my back here. Thanks.
I just want to get away from reality sometimes. And the only way to do that is to fall deep into the endless pit of music. It’s literally my stress reliever. THEY HAD TO TAKE IT AWAY. THEY JUST HAD TO.
I want to talk to them, or maybe do something with them. THEY DON’T WANT TO BUT EVENTUALLY THEY COMPLAIN THAT I AM TOO ENGROSSED ON MY PHONE WHEN THEY WANT TO TALK TO ME.
I want to cough up blood. I want to make my ears bleed. But in reality, they already are doing that.
They shove words into my mouth, screaming at me when I didn’t do anything wrong. They always turn my vents into a lecture completely unrelated to what i was venting about.
But you know, in the end, i prefer school than home. I have the best friends at school. Studies might be tough but it is all fun when you know friends are there to cheer you up.
But the moment I get back home, it’s all screaming and shouting and nagging and crying and hitting.
I just want to leave.
I want to talk to them, or maybe do something with them. THEY DON’T WANT TO BUT EVENTUALLY THEY COMPLAIN THAT I AM TOO ENGROSSED ON MY PHONE WHEN THEY WANT TO TALK TO ME.
I want to cough up blood. I want to make my ears bleed. But in reality, they already are doing that.
They shove words into my mouth, screaming at me when I didn’t do anything wrong. They always turn my vents into a lecture completely unrelated to what i was venting about.
But you know, in the end, i prefer school than home. I have the best friends at school. Studies might be tough but it is all fun when you know friends are there to cheer you up.
But the moment I get back home, it’s all screaming and shouting and nagging and crying and hitting.
I just want to leave.
13-15, T
