@uncalled4 I'm very competitive. Ambitious. A little too much. Hence why I'm never content. I would like to be. It's such a bad and toxic habit to compare myself because it makes me miserable. I need more gratitute journaling or something.
@uncalled4 I think some it is biology to some extent. I read up on it at one point but forgot how it related to that. I think I got in the habit of using it as fuel. Because when I saw someone doing better than I was then I would work better.
