I feel really bad
So basically i joke a lot in awkward situations its my way of dealing with stuff and ive apologised for it but no one has seemed to be fazed by it until now my friend got hurt by something i said ive apologised for it and we are cool now but i kind of had to reach out to him he didn't talk to me until i made the first move which leads me to think that he doesn't care I've been struggling with my mental health and i joke to deal with it