Two years……………………..

Two years ago my life changed. The day my incredible grandmother left this earth.

What I wouldn’t give for just one more day, or even just one more hug.

How I wish she could be here now to see how beautiful my life is. I know she’d have loved to meet “T” and see how happy I am. Today is a day of intense mixed emotions. I’ve never been so elated; T is an amazing man and I’m so honoured to know him. I’m still trying to figure out why he even likes me.

On the other side, I grieve today. I grieve as I think about my grandmother. Two years of missing her has been heartache and it hasn’t dulled. Not a day goes by where I’m not reminded of her and I hope that never changes. May her memory always be with me. May my life always be honouring to her memory. May I leave a positive impact on the people in my life as she did for me.

Happy June 2nd, y’all!

Today, please let someone know how much you care for them while you’re still able.

daydeeo · 61-69, M

Hi Wandering.
Beautifully said. It's obvious why T likes you.

The pain does lessen over the course of years. No, you will never forget, but you will remember more of the pleasures of knowing her, than the pain of losing her.
And doing what you said is exactly the best way to honor her memory: by remembering and trying to embody all the qualities in her that you admired.
And finally - you mean a lot to me.

WanderingThrough · 31-35, F

@daydeeo I just so badly wish she could have met him. I’m sure they’d love each other.

Thank you, you’re so kind.