are you alive?

@SW-User no. died in 4-8-20

@HellsBelle What happened on April 8th, 2020? Listening as a friend.

@SW-User I found my dads body. I was 11

@HellsBelle I am so sorry with all of my hearts empathy, care.. just feeling for you like a knife cut on my heart. I lost my father, much later than you, but I got the call from my brother how our father was missing... To the point his wife had to call to apologize for his insensitivity. I watched my father's body brought up from the lake after he drowned, knowing the hurt my mother felt, she inside herself, I then had to face questions from family what are you doing with your life... are you ok? Like get out of my face, see my own father's face drowned while they tried to hide from you.Turns out I'm good at creating hidden hurts, they taught me.. 💙

@SW-User I hold you, I am sorry

@HellsBelle No need to be sorry, and I only hear a caring woman. I am trying to work on myself, and I'd love to hear more of how you are... and my real feeling, is you have your heart together, looking for somewhere you want to love life again.

@SW-User nope. I am pretty mean. ask anyone here. I am not looking for anything you have to offer. thanks for taking my dads death as a romantic opportunity. fck off. I retract my nice comment.

@HellsBelle Retract it all you want, now I see how you project... Where did I say I was offering anything? i wasn't trying to offer anything other than care, oh alcohol. I'll fick off. 💔