Many reasons why

Reasons to
I am a low life
I am virtually incompetent at my job
I don't have friends
I don't have a bond with anyone in my family
I can't get promoted at my job
I will never have kids because I can't trust men
I can't love myself
I am awkward and painfully shy
I look disgusting
I can't land a job because I have major interview anxiety
I wouldn't have to hurt this badly
My antidepressants are failing me terribly


Reasons not to
I want to be around to see my niece and God daughter grow up
I want to help care for my parents when they're older
My mom would probably never get over it