Throughout your life, in general...... have you become more caring or more apathetic & why do you think you have gravitated one way or the other

I'd say more caring & I think I gravitated that way because I spent my whole life not giving a shit & I got tired of throwing it all away.

I used to live life like I was trying to die. The things that hit me the hardest were friends or family looking my in the eyes & telling me that they need me here... especially my brother & sister