Just some rambles
Is there anything sweeter than a child waking up, immediately smiling at you, and then instantly falling asleep with that precious smile still on their face? ❤️❤️❤️
It’s those little things that are everything.
I’ve got 5 more days until I finally know what is happening with this IVF journey. To say I’m nervous and scared is an understatement. I’ve been keeping busy though so the time has flown. I’ve been having a lot of crazy dreams though. The night before last I dreamed they told us neither of my embryos were useable and we had to start all over. I’m just trying to stay positive until we know for sure!
I think this whole ordeal is why I’ve been feeling so antisocial. Perhaps not antisocial necessarily, I’ve been texting and whatnot. I’ve even gone visiting and forced myself to be a little sociable. I’m really just more comfortable hiding out at home and enjoying the safety and peace of solitude though. Maybe once I know whether everything is ok or not, I’ll be more my usual self again. By not, I’d usually have all kinds of adventures in motion as the weather is warming up. Not the case at the moment though. No plans! In fact, no adventures at all are appealing to me. I guess some things in life just take all of your focus. 🤷🏻♀️
Anyway, I’m going to go enjoy this book I’m finally reading while my girl naps. First book I’ve read all year! I usually read 2-4 books a month 😳🤷🏻♀️
It’s those little things that are everything.
I’ve got 5 more days until I finally know what is happening with this IVF journey. To say I’m nervous and scared is an understatement. I’ve been keeping busy though so the time has flown. I’ve been having a lot of crazy dreams though. The night before last I dreamed they told us neither of my embryos were useable and we had to start all over. I’m just trying to stay positive until we know for sure!
I think this whole ordeal is why I’ve been feeling so antisocial. Perhaps not antisocial necessarily, I’ve been texting and whatnot. I’ve even gone visiting and forced myself to be a little sociable. I’m really just more comfortable hiding out at home and enjoying the safety and peace of solitude though. Maybe once I know whether everything is ok or not, I’ll be more my usual self again. By not, I’d usually have all kinds of adventures in motion as the weather is warming up. Not the case at the moment though. No plans! In fact, no adventures at all are appealing to me. I guess some things in life just take all of your focus. 🤷🏻♀️
Anyway, I’m going to go enjoy this book I’m finally reading while my girl naps. First book I’ve read all year! I usually read 2-4 books a month 😳🤷🏻♀️
