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MayaHope · 41-45, F
Thanks for all the responses. From the hopeful, the life lovers, to those who are just holding on.
Just as a comment of reassurance/clarification. Though I do suffer with the thoughts and feelings of wanting this life to be over, they are just visitors who I learn to tolerate. And whilst not many of my days bring much light. I would not end my life prematurely, as I am a mother, daughter, sister, perhaps even friend.
And though I feel mostly invisible.
I could never cause such devastation to others by ending my life.
I do not want to be the cause of pain to others, when I know how hard that pain is.
So I’m safe. And I will keep on.
It is just hard and lonely and lost.
Keep up your good fights, or living your best lives, one and all x
Just as a comment of reassurance/clarification. Though I do suffer with the thoughts and feelings of wanting this life to be over, they are just visitors who I learn to tolerate. And whilst not many of my days bring much light. I would not end my life prematurely, as I am a mother, daughter, sister, perhaps even friend.
And though I feel mostly invisible.
I could never cause such devastation to others by ending my life.
I do not want to be the cause of pain to others, when I know how hard that pain is.
So I’m safe. And I will keep on.
It is just hard and lonely and lost.
Keep up your good fights, or living your best lives, one and all x