Feeling kinda blah.. weird how what started as me wanting to help others suddenly has me feeling a little depressed heh 😅

Normally my disability doesn’t bother me, but sometimes I get an itch to do something only to discover waves of, “Nope, I couldn’t do that ”s. Hurdle after hurdle reminding me of my limitations.
Disheartening how nothing I want to do ever gets to be simple 😞
Something as simple as missing volunteering, contributing to my community, so I check the database, but all the gigs listed need good eyes.
Makes me feel trapped. Stressed.

I’m sure I’ll figure it out. I’m persistent like that.. if I don’t find an opportunity I’ll create it.

Just sometimes I get sick of everything, Big things, but also little, daily life things that other people take for granted, being so fncking difficult all the damn time..