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PoeticPlay · 56-60, M
I have had an incredible amount hurled at me.
By people who were very serious in their intent and specific in using words , in the crafting, that illustrated my sins against them and how I am to be punished.
Even if they didn't believe in dark magic before meeting me.
They wanted me punished and undone.
Now they live with a secret fear that not knowing the darkness within themselves brings.
By people who were very serious in their intent and specific in using words , in the crafting, that illustrated my sins against them and how I am to be punished.
Even if they didn't believe in dark magic before meeting me.
They wanted me punished and undone.
Now they live with a secret fear that not knowing the darkness within themselves brings.
Rilyn · 31-35, F
@PoeticPlay Come on let's see what you got then. I don't scare easily either 😌😏
Rilyn · 31-35, F
@PoeticPlay Sounds familiar. So if you're afraid of yourself it must mean you're not as self confident as you think you are yes? 😏
PoeticPlay · 56-60, M
@Rilyn
The Forever Fragile Fued between Me, Myself and I, escalated to a Wicked War back in August.
I has been looking to kick the shit outta Me for years now. But hasn't because Myself has been acting as mediator and protector of the Mind.
And has stood between them and has surprisingly,successfully prevented both from aggitatating or instigating trouble thinking.
This made Me think of Myself as an ally against I. I wasn't looking for anymore enemies. but wasn't trusting of Me and always questioned the motives of Myself and might be thinking Me into a munity to take over the Mind.
I didn't plan the attack but was always ready for Me to take anything to far one day and for Myself to side with Me. I didn't care about Me or Myself anymore and they felt his full fury that I had been holding back for so long.
Myself looked at Me, both screamed "Grab him!" and tackled I trying to pin him down. But I wasn't holding back anything and threw Myself one way and proceeded to punish Me without mercy.
I feel much better and now Me and Myself fear what I can do when pushed too far.
The Forever Fragile Fued between Me, Myself and I, escalated to a Wicked War back in August.
I has been looking to kick the shit outta Me for years now. But hasn't because Myself has been acting as mediator and protector of the Mind.
And has stood between them and has surprisingly,successfully prevented both from aggitatating or instigating trouble thinking.
This made Me think of Myself as an ally against I. I wasn't looking for anymore enemies. but wasn't trusting of Me and always questioned the motives of Myself and might be thinking Me into a munity to take over the Mind.
I didn't plan the attack but was always ready for Me to take anything to far one day and for Myself to side with Me. I didn't care about Me or Myself anymore and they felt his full fury that I had been holding back for so long.
Myself looked at Me, both screamed "Grab him!" and tackled I trying to pin him down. But I wasn't holding back anything and threw Myself one way and proceeded to punish Me without mercy.
I feel much better and now Me and Myself fear what I can do when pushed too far.
Rilyn · 31-35, F
@PoeticPlay That's truly scary. I believe you found some kind of release from it though. Battling the self and worse the mind is the worst war anyone can ever put themselves in. Don't push yourself too far. Take breaks, stop. Think but humans when pushed too far I ve seen it first witness - break hard and repairing oneself isn't easy nor quick.
Reminds me of things .....part of the wars I'm currently waging with myself daily. Struggles, losses, pains, disappointment, failure, being naive, possibly a terrible person. When will it stop? When I give up? - but I know I won't give up. I never give up. I do take a break but give up never. Some days are good, others are pure horror a lot of others I ignore.
and eventually I accepted darkness as my true only friend. In my dreams. Wherever I go. So I don't fight it anymore.
Reminds me of things .....part of the wars I'm currently waging with myself daily. Struggles, losses, pains, disappointment, failure, being naive, possibly a terrible person. When will it stop? When I give up? - but I know I won't give up. I never give up. I do take a break but give up never. Some days are good, others are pure horror a lot of others I ignore.
and eventually I accepted darkness as my true only friend. In my dreams. Wherever I go. So I don't fight it anymore.