I don’t know what to do to please God when he gave

me a damn weird and miserable life. I know I’m not the only one but my life was fddd up from the start. I never had experienced happiness in my life. All I do is wait for the day to end. That’s not happiness. And I can’t be an angel after all I’ve been through. It’s enough I come from a very strict and religious background and I’ve been following the religion mostly except for being in social sites with horny pervy men.