*sigh*. We are all tragic in our own way. No one asked for any of this; for the events that lead up to what they have become...

@Eternity OK I can see that.

@Eternity why is it always like that! The baddest chicks be crazy AF

@Heavenlywarrior maybe because the part of their brain concerned with self preservation is lacking? Idk. Not a psychologist.

@PepsiColaP
This is the operative point.


I'm not demented (like her); I'm simply just...a bad person. Or, at least a not very good one.

Im good enough to not want to cause pain and suffering for the fun of it (like her) but I am still bad enough to put someone's questionable mental state on a backburner until I've had enough sex with her to make said mental state no longer worth tolerating..


I think you're under the impression that I consider myself to be anything other than a largely self serving individual...and you're wrong about that.

@Eternity no. Im rather curious as to why you are so desperate to continually portray yourself as a self interested and self serving person that is still better than . Maybe a want to be perceived as unique and independent ,in control of your emotions and actions ,but still so eager to control others perception of you which makes me think youre much less self assured as you think you come across to others

@PepsiColaP you've got it backwards. Let me clarify:

The person you see here, the way I express myself here, is the real me.

In real life i have to keep up the facade of giving half a shit, because if I don't then it becomes extremely hard to operate in the way that I need to.

This place is and always has been a place for me to...exhale, I guess would be the best way to put it.

I don't care if you buy it, or if anyone does for that matter, because the fact is I dont do it for anyone other than myself.

It is cathartic. It's how I vent. I find it therapeutic.


Not everyone does what they do and says what they say in order to peacock. I think you may be projecting a quality of yours onto me.

But then again, what do I know?

@Heavenlywarrior yes it was startling. I made sure to drive her to my place every time and to take different routes. Never sent her my address even though she had a car (for a little while, at least) and could drive (for a little while, at least)

@Eternity she would be getting motel treatment lol she ain’t coming in my spot

@Heavenlywarrior im a cheapskate 🤷🏽‍♂️. I figured she wasnt bright enough to remember where I lived, and I knew that I wouldnt be entertaining her for very long at all: just long enough to hit it 2 or 3 times.

If she managed to find me then all she'd get for her effort is a boss battle; I'm not the cops nor her mama nor am I a goldfish, after all.