I always feel like I should be doing more
I look around the home I’ve yearned for years. It’s a quiet that could be peaceful or restlessness.
Today’s To Do List doesn’t have much, but it always could. I feel like I should fill my plate with things I find meaningful or constructive.
I’m not an A Tyoe personality, yet I’m always multitasking, overlapping.
Many days it doesn’t occur to me to do things that bring me joy though. I’m actually not sure what brings me joy anymore.
Some days I take it easy, but I have forgotten how to be still.
As I jot thoughts I take breaths that bring me back to center. It feels unnatural. It’s a little funny, a little somatic noticing I’ve forgotten how to breathe.
I feel such pull, such gravity to make myself busy so much so that I also don’t feel like doing anything .
Today’s To Do List doesn’t have much, but it always could. I feel like I should fill my plate with things I find meaningful or constructive.
I’m not an A Tyoe personality, yet I’m always multitasking, overlapping.
Many days it doesn’t occur to me to do things that bring me joy though. I’m actually not sure what brings me joy anymore.
Some days I take it easy, but I have forgotten how to be still.
As I jot thoughts I take breaths that bring me back to center. It feels unnatural. It’s a little funny, a little somatic noticing I’ve forgotten how to breathe.
I feel such pull, such gravity to make myself busy so much so that I also don’t feel like doing anything .
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