Feeling good-ish after feeling kinda.. meh about myself

Sometimes all this BS health stuff is so suffocating. This morning I was in a phucket mood and hula hooped for the first time in months. I know my body is going to punish me for it later, but I felt really happy for a good 40 minutes there dancing my little heart out. Took a short, silly video for the fella. Feel’n.. ‘still cute’ and that I need to stop being so tough on myself. I try to still take care of myself, but the sporadic pain days and the exhaustion and everything else I don’t feel like whining about right now makes it.. difficult. some days I feel like a frumpy potato. 🫠🫣. But…. Iz ok. I’m ok. ☺️