Yes I’m erratic, chaotic and enigmatic! I’m on a rollercoaster life and prefer the thrill of enjoying the ride as opposed to trying to control it.

I’m always feeling separate and conflicting emotions because I’m experiencing life for myself. Not living by some book or someone else’s rules. So yeah, I’m unstable! Show me something stable and I’ll kick the legs out from it, because this world is gravity. It goes up, it goes down. Nothing is permanent, including my feelings. People that act like they’ve got it figured out, I applaud your ability to live in the bliss of your own delusions HOORAY for you!!! I dance in the fire because I’m not afraid to live or die. Call me crazy, cuz I am. But I’m always honest. That doesn’t always feel the greatest, or look the prettiest, but I’ll take real pain over fake smiles anyday 🖤