What is life
Nothing but pointlessness. I want to drop out of school because it's going to take me forever to finish and I'm already old. Plus even if I did I would suck at whatever I get my degree in because of my stupid anxiety. Or I could just work some shit job for the next 70 years because there's probably going to be no retirement by then. Maybe go through 5 more failed relationships. Live a destitute life alone. I have no purpose. I'm passionate about nothing.
Only to die in the end of all of this. Or I could just die now and not spend the rest of my existence miserable af.
I'm not going to do anything great during my lifetime. I don't want kids. There's no heaven. I'm not going to be magically reunited with all my dead family memebers/pets. We are all just a blimp. Soon we'll all be dead and no one will remember us anyways.
Only to die in the end of all of this. Or I could just die now and not spend the rest of my existence miserable af.
I'm not going to do anything great during my lifetime. I don't want kids. There's no heaven. I'm not going to be magically reunited with all my dead family memebers/pets. We are all just a blimp. Soon we'll all be dead and no one will remember us anyways.
