Whats new with you?

@lovelywarpedlemon lemon! Its so good to see you again :) ive been through a lot of ups and downs but im still alive. Why all the changes? Starting over?

@SolGryn well after my fam tested positive for COVID i had a bit of a guilt trip worrying they might die or something. and worrying about my own health. i just wanna be healthier--i say this as i am literally eating "unicorn" flavored cheap-ass doughnuts. LOL. as for the videogames i'm just bored of all of them, doesn't hold my attention anymore, a lot of it to do with the fact everyone are trolls and i couldn't find any friends lol so i quit............. and tea just tastes better lately lol, i think it's the warm weather. or maybe bc i am getting older :( :( they say tastes change every 7-10 yrs lol. but yeah i am dreaming of a different life idk if i can do it though. what's new?

@lovelywarpedlemon is your family okay? And what do unicorns taste like? Arent they endangered or something? It makes me a little sad to see that you dont play games anymore. I always wanted to play games with you. I keep trying tea but i cant get behind it haha. Im dreaming of a different life too. But so far it hasnt been going well. I believe you can do it though! The only new thing for me is that i lost my only friend. Been spending a lot of time by myself just watching videos and playing some games. Exciting stuff i know

@SolGryn i hope he will be okay, he has multiple health issues but he got the IV treatment today that's supposed to reduce the severity of the virus... crossing my fingers for him and me, i don't have symptoms yet but i'm pretty sure it's inevitable since we live together...

lol i think the unicorn doughnuts are just blueberry with lots of sprinkles, lol but they're good. mmmmm sugarrrr... and hey if you find a good game that's free let me know, i'll play with you!! sometimes on rare occasions i hop on the old runescape lolol only bc it's free, but i haven't been playing anything for weeks, i've been watching a lot of documentaries and Kdramas lol. i've always been a coffee person too, i still am, but black tea with nothing in it, hot or iced, is good any day lol.

i'm sorry about your friend. <3 i'll be your friend!! lol thank you for the encouraging words. i'm such a trainwreck atm but i'm trying to get my shit together before my fam all die off, trying to prove their blood and sweat was worth more than a woman-baby afraid of her own shadow. and i'm still lonely as fuck too. 🥺 but i'm trying to pry myself out of the hole once again and make some kind of effort.

hey feel free to reach out anytime! i'm bad to responding to messages sometimes but i eventually do reply.

@lovelywarpedlemon i really hope you dont get it! Its rough. When i had it i had a high fever and sweated through my shirt. Not fun. Im sending my best wishes for him as well! You said youve been watching stuff. Maybe we can watch something together :) id really like for us to be friends. I understand about wanting to prove yourself. Ive made enough mistakes in my life for two lifetimes. But we are still alive right? There is still time to make a difference. And i will message you. I secretly hope we spend more time together because i am lonely too