I want to cry. Crying makes me feel better. I've been angry about many things for the past few days, it's been extremely hot, and I've been feeling a

a bit depressed because I've been at my parent's for a few days now and I haven't been able to have some time alone or get any quiet time at all and that's been driving me crazy. I want some alone time, I need a good cry, and some good sleep and I'll wake up a new person, but now I'm here and I can't cry or show any sort of emotions, I don't sleep well, there's noise 24/7, I feel like I have so many negative feelings bottled up inside me I'm about to explode. I feel like I'm dying inside but there isn't much I can do. Will stay here for another month and a half while other people are on holiday enjoying themselves at the beach and wherever. I am dying on the inside. I just wish I could cry