This part of my life is called attention; all my friends know I struggle a lot

Here's the cold hard truth. Our dreams are not real if we can't follow the Balance of Life.

Unless you want to be a Politician or money greedy. That is just paper Delusional as a fucking Duck. There's no happiness with blowing money. It's just Childish

Like I said. Life is full of Delusions. You can't change the world but you can change yourself to overcome this world of garbage.