I wish to die due to this coronavirus at once instead of suffering in the installment.

No no, its not the coronavirus. I just want to die because I am fed up with my life. The above is just a post which I am thinking to post in my Facebook because there are alot of people's who will judge me for no reason because known devils are dangerous than unknown devil's. I should just act to be strong infront of other or they will just finish me. I mean the known people's.