Today was such a hard day and I don’t even have real problems

I can’t stop crying and it’s actually a little annoying. I hate that I am so invisible, I hate how people can be so hurtful, I hate how little I matter, I hate how everyone i love is busy when I need them the most(it’s not their fault I understand), I hate how nothing is working out, I hate how much people disrespect me, I hate how little they make me feel, I hate that I can’t feel enough, can’t be enough ever, I’m way too tired to study. I just needed to vent.