Reading through my life

It is nice that having this "blog site" helps you track your life or read through some moments you have... but it can also be incredibly painful to read through some old stories, when you are your future self, knowing what you know now, and how things turned out..When you have been through certain experiences... or when you read what your old self thought, and how your old self did not know what was coming her way, and how much suffering she will go through, and this was only the beginning... sucks