What has been the best day ever for you?

I am pretty sure, any small moment of your life, has been one of the best days ever, but not noticed, but misunderstood

to be honest not really. my life hasnt been the norm compared to everyone else.

Now that is impossible

how so?

@theowl: you might think that, but everyone has a different way to see life, others might think your life has been awesome, while you think the exact opposite of that, but each life has it's own moment, the only different thing is, some come earlier and some come sooner, but they will come... Everyone has moments up and some down, it depends what you choose to do with them and how to express them

my life has been mostly down. ive never actually lived life. never got to do anything really other people do. ive never dated. so no relationships. girls i fell for never felt the same way. barely ever had any friends. i work on a farm that is 7 day a week job did that for the last 12.5 years and dont have much to show for it. i was bullied for most of my life growing up. lost what friendships i had after hs. as people changed and started to push away. i stopped going to college as i didnt feel like i was going into something i wanted. my parents never got along grew up in a house hold full of yelling. they almost got divorced 6 times in 34 years of marriage. my mother suffers from paranoia so i was never allowed to do much growing up as anything could harm me.

@theowl: well I am sorry to hear that.... But had to have a good day in your whole life, haven't you ever laughed so hard tears came down from your eyes, haven't you've ever had a day share you just wake up happy, a time you just see everything differently?

not really anything special. sorry for the late replay. ive also been battling depression for the last 10 years. i dont have anything thats worth while or makes me happy. recently over the past year and half fell in love with a girl and she didnt feel the same she pushed away because i wasnt a fuck boy and found out she didnt do commitments just sexual stuff with insane amounts of men. i pin pointed it to be in the hundreds both online and off. that hurt like hell as we had a ton in common.

@theowl: look, there is a reason you came to this world... Heres some EDVICE.. Don't just sit down and wait for things to happen, MAKE THEM HAPPEN.. If your really want a good future in your life, get up, put a smile on your face and make something happen, things don't happen just cause, everything has a reason, and you have to find yours... Again if you want a future you need to have a present, and even thought you don't want it, you also need a past.. You know. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE..

IMPOSSIBLE: A metaphor until proven the opposite..

Again get up.. Smile.. Walk like your never alone, and make things happen