Today I will be sad and I will cry then tomorrow I will just act to be ok, work my assoff because I want to work perfectly

Ha Ikr. I had a massive psychotic breakdown and the only thing others were concerned about was the fact that I didn't have a bf or a job (can't keep a job when you can barley count to 10 in your own mind without interruption!). I learned quickly that I should rely on God mostly and everyone else take with a grain of salt. I feel really ignored.

Why are you so despondent?

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