I am tired

I am very tired and wish life would get back to normal just for a little while... but it looks like I will be in a transitioning phase/mode for soooooo long! Now I am adjusting to a new life, and then I immigrate and here I am adjusting again and again.. My brain is very active all the time.... I just need it to rest a little bit and relax, sometimes I feel as if it is beating, just like my heart.....