😔 Sad taking things off my plate that I enjoy doing and find meaningful
I’m trying to find the silver lining. Had to resign from the grief support group I help out with. I really appreciated the safe space they create and the families they comfort. I was learning a lot. With all my health stuff and my partner’s health stuff it would be stupid for me to go back to in-person with zero Covid precautions like everything is back to normal.
Times like this I hate my disease and especially hate CovidLife even more than usual.
I miss living.. I miss fully being a part of the world.
At this exact moment I’m trying to remind myself that I have a lot of unpredictable health issues going on, that my kiddo needs my extra support, and that I need to catch up on my overdue assignments,
[b]SO[/b] in the grand scheme of things it’s probably good to have one less commitment. I am trying to remind myself that this will free up a little bit of my time and energy, so despite everything I can still be there for Kiddo and do well in school.
Times like this I hate my disease and especially hate CovidLife even more than usual.
I miss living.. I miss fully being a part of the world.
At this exact moment I’m trying to remind myself that I have a lot of unpredictable health issues going on, that my kiddo needs my extra support, and that I need to catch up on my overdue assignments,
[b]SO[/b] in the grand scheme of things it’s probably good to have one less commitment. I am trying to remind myself that this will free up a little bit of my time and energy, so despite everything I can still be there for Kiddo and do well in school.
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