Making happy memories is good medicine
Last couple days I’ve been trying not to let health stuff get me down, but it’s tough. Friday we went over to my friends’ and had a really good night. I even did karaoke for the first time 😄 🤔 Apparently, the cure for chronic pain is vodka j/k.. kinda… 🤣😅🤣. As I dug into the recesses of my teen brain to remember all my 90s faves 2 things occurred to me.
1.) Holy fnck the 90’s were unapologetically depressed 🤷🏻♀️🤣
2.) I’ve become so much more comfortable with myself than past, ultra introverted, socially anxious me could have imagined. Feels good to have fun with no fncks given. It’s nice to get to that point where I genuinely feel at the core of my being that I am who I am, I do what I want, and I like what I do. 😊 i’ve always been pretty carpe diem, but I also had been through a lot of colorful trauma. Even though I’ve been working really hard to better my life for over a decade and knew I’d come a long way from where I started, I still felt low-key ashamed about my cards I’d been dealt and self-doubt would eat away at me.
I don’t feel that weight anymore.
1.) Holy fnck the 90’s were unapologetically depressed 🤷🏻♀️🤣
2.) I’ve become so much more comfortable with myself than past, ultra introverted, socially anxious me could have imagined. Feels good to have fun with no fncks given. It’s nice to get to that point where I genuinely feel at the core of my being that I am who I am, I do what I want, and I like what I do. 😊 i’ve always been pretty carpe diem, but I also had been through a lot of colorful trauma. Even though I’ve been working really hard to better my life for over a decade and knew I’d come a long way from where I started, I still felt low-key ashamed about my cards I’d been dealt and self-doubt would eat away at me.
I don’t feel that weight anymore.
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