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Are there some things in your life so painful, there is no way to even discuss them with another?

Everything broken right in front of me, no longer hiding, just like I saw once in my dream. The one where I woke up in a scream.

It's hard to admit some things can't be fixed, some people can't be made whole again, some things can not be made right in time.

The silence carries me into the empty sea of the space above me. The stars feel nothing, only shining to be seen. Nothing more or less is needed.

I wonder if my heart has ever hurt more. I wonder if I'll ever hurt this much again.

No angels tonight to save me, only shadows of the people that used to be, still wandering, pretending they're still living.

Voices reaching out for something. Words straining to contain the meanings they carry. Heart's drowning in their awakening of what's happening.

This vast silence will have to speak, for these lips can not speak of the things my eyes have seen.

We all have been through pain... it never heals but it gets less hurting and more bearable...

Hang in there... 🤗🤗
Coppercoil · M
@Soossie it does.. yes.. time dulls the hurt.
@Coppercoil

Stay strong my friend...
Coppercoil · M
@Soossie I will 💙🤗
Personal pain is also a pathway to empathy, when you seek to make others happy new seeds of joy start to spring forth from your heart. Be gentle with yourself.
@Grateful4you

Amen dear David... 🤗🤗💖
scorpiolovedeep · 51-55, M
Definitely ..


There are things that you only know.

It’s a hard reality of life.

Does it challenge you ? Yes
Does it test you and break you ? Yes
Does it make you empty ? You bet

The way I look at life is you enjoy the little things , create memories of your own in whatever form or shape (tiny or big) and let memories power your entire life even when the sunlight disappears from your radar.

🙏💐
Take care my friend

Dig deep and find the spirit in you and beat the demons

Note : Personal advice only
Coppercoil · M
@scorpiolovedeep thank you ☺️
scorpiolovedeep · 51-55, M
Welcome …

There were times when I tried to micro analyse myself so much , so hard about my life …

One should not ..
Live life … 🙏

@Coppercoil
kodiac · 22-25, M
I fight every day to not think about it let alone talk about it ,most days i lose .
Coppercoil · M
@kodiac I'm so sorry. 😿🙏💙
kodiac · 22-25, M
@Coppercoil Thank you and i'm sorry we are all in this crappy clib .Iv'e also found if by chance i do speak people tend to pull away.
LadyBronte · 56-60, F
Yes, actually. Bits and pieces, here and there, but that's all I can manage. I write what I can, yet there's still so much I can't speak of and doubt I ever will be able to. I'm sorry you're feeling that way - I hope you can find your way through.
Coppercoil · M
@LadyBronte thank you for reading and commenting. And I too am sorry you have that burden you have to carry within you.
SW-User
When I can't talk about it, writing it in a notebook helps me get it out, so I don't continually think about it.
I'm sorry you go through this, Copper.
SW-User
@Coppercoil I didn't think it would help me, but it does. I hope it helps you my friend!
Coppercoil · M
@SW-User thank you.. I need to do something different.. because everything I am doing isn't working.
SW-User
@Coppercoil I understand that feeling. We can't give up though. My positive thoughts are with you.
SW-User
Even if I talk about them they're still like ghosts so, meh.
Rather accept them
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@SW-User


Even when I talk about it
It doesn't shake the ghosts
A million thoughts crowded in my head
That don't make sense when said out loud
A pain that's too deep
Sorrows that are all dried up
So muted I stand with heart in hand
Ripped from a wounded chest
SW-User
@Justmeraeagain perfectly expressed
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
@SW-User your comment was the inspiration
Niloo · 46-50, F
Yes.
I’m so sorry you are going through this .
Hang in there . It will get easier .
Sending you love and light .🤗
Coppercoil · M
@Niloo thank you 💙🙏
Yes, as openly as i express, no one understands my pains occurred.
Coppercoil · M
@checkoutanytime I'm sorry.. sounds like that saying, alone in a crowded room. 😢
@Coppercoil so very true. 🏅
CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
I can get something coming closer to what people describe as PTSD reaction even if I don't think I have PTSD. Whenever I tried to talk about a certain thing it ended up badly so I decided to never talk about it again with anyone. Luckily, the need for it isn't there anymore either. I see no point even in thinking about it.
Coppercoil · M
@CrazyMusicLover yes.. silence can be the best option at times.
LadyJ · F
Yes ..this hit me hard
Coppercoil · M
@LadyJ 😢🤗💙
LadyJ · F
@Coppercoil 🤗💙
Coppercoil · M
@Carlisle thank you my kind friend. 🙏🐬💙
Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F
Yes I find that to be true
I have found over the years this is usually true of people who have survived some kind of trauma
Coppercoil · M
@Justmeraeagain yeah.. and Trauma takes on so mang different forms..
Wiseacre · F
Only health profs know my story. And its true: the past is unalterable. We have to accept what happened and do our own healing.
Coppercoil · M
@Wiseacre yes we are the only ones who really can.
SW-User
Yes, there’s things too painful for me to bring up with others.
Coppercoil · M
@SW-User I'm sorry.. it just sits inside your heart.. burning like a hot coal you can't get out.
SW-User
It’s best to not think about the past and move on. It’s hard but we need to try. @Coppercoil
Rhode57 · 56-60, M
Your right somethings even time cant heal .
Coppercoil · M
@Rhode57 yeah.. unfortunately.. not like the movies.
SW-User
Coppercoil · M
@SW-User not thinking about it is the only thing that helps. But its like the gravity of a black hole, it pulls the light from the surrounding stars.
SW-User
@Coppercoil yes wish there was a good way to lessen that pull to let the light in but I haven't mastered this yet ((hugs))
SW-User
Coppercoil · M
@SW-User 😓
CardiacKintsugi · 61-69, F
i read this with trepidation, you speak so plainly of your feelings here. i'm sorry that you have so much pain in your life.😓
Yes, a few things. 😞
Coppercoil · M
@bijouxbroussard 😿😢
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
Yes there is. Time has dulled the pain but there is always a constant reminder. I am sorry you have been through pain too.
Coppercoil · M
@iamonfire696 thank you. I am sorry as well.. I know from your writing you have dealt with a great amout of it. I hope you get some relief, and have more better days soon. 🤗
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@Coppercoil thank you. I certainly have physical pain but there is some trauma from childhood that’s very painful too. Be well 💖.
Lilnonames · F
https://similarworlds.com/9052504-I-Kimmygary-Has-A-Heart-Of-Gold/70436-words-Its-dark-inside-my-heart-and-i-feel-the-hard
Coppercoil · M
@Lilnonames thank you 💙

 
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