Should I end it all?

I'm doing my best, but I'm drowning in the.... crowd. OK, that metaphor got way out of hand. But what I'm saying is that it feels like I'm getting lost in the crowd

I know that feeling. I'm struggling with the same too at this point in life. I want to give up too. But I'm going to go on, no matter how exhausted I am. I feel lost. I feel like a train that has ground to a halt. But soon enough the engine will chug along. I know what you feel because I feel it too. That's why I ask you to not give up.

OK. I'm gonna do my best. Might play some Company of Heroes, which usually perks me up. I think I just hit a rough patch

I don't know if you are much into God, but I am. The other day, I was asking him to call me back, because I was so tired. He told me that my race has barely begun. And that there is a long way for me to go.
I admire all those people who may not have achieved much in life... but still, living the whole length of your existence is an act of courage and persistence.

I'm not into God at all. It's good that you have them though

@Kiwi-Dan: haha, I guessed so, but I wanted to share it nevertheless.

what's "them?"

@dreamerfrombirth: Haha that's ok. And "them" is your god. I couldn't remember their gender

Ah!
By the way, Jesus Christ is my God.

Which version? The all-man/all-divine, part-man/part-divine, or man blessed by god?

God who took on flesh and became man- that version.