Sad atm. Tips to get out of a funk?

Today I’m feeling lower than usual. I realized that my goal is now to build to disappear. I’m saving to leave the country and go ghost on everyone. I kind feel like ending my whole life. Because I feel like the world is weighing me down. But I can’t be weak, I have to be strong and just do what I gotta do. I deleted all of my social media. I tried to build a relationship with a guy before I decide to go ghost forever. He said he’s happy that I’m going ghost, he also said I posted a lot of dumb stuff anyways. Mind you I just post motivational quotes and selfies.. but hey, I just wanted to let a bit of my feelings out. Y’all don’t know me, so I don’t have to worry about being judged. But yeah. Do you have any tips on how to become the best version of oneself? I get tested a lot and I’m lowkey breaking. Lol.