What is your biggest Regret?!

Some people have many, for me it's a handful of things but the one that plays heavy on my heart and my mind is I never got to tell my friend who I secretly loved just how much he meant to me because I was too scared he wouldn't feel the same.

He took his own life at 17.. He has always felt part of my life even though his spirit left a long time ago, I've even told my kids about the adventures we had.

It's been almost 19 years since I last saw and hugged him. I hope in the afterlife I'll get to tell him just how much he meant to me ❤